wow i havent been blogging for such a long time. haha okay. now im back. anyway, a recount of what i did today. had parent teacher's meet which was horrible, studied in school which wasn't productive, had church which was refreshing and played with rubiks cube which was facinating. zooming in to describe a little more abt each event. parent teacher's meet was as always a interrogating session for students like me, by both my parents and teacher. bad way to start the day. not to mention it was at 7.30 in the morning. okay studying was boring so i shall skip it. church was interesting so i shall elaborate. we had some kinda music performance and i m proud to say that the production has improved tremendously. some parts of the performance are quite moving. went for dinner after that but i didnt really eat cos i was figuring out how to solve a rubiks cube!! i feel quite austistic playing it la but i dont care. it's very intriguing. haha. and i think i'd just get one tmr if i've the time. imagine seeing this girl in an mrt playing with a cube. how retarded!! lol.

how is it that my day is so filled with events but im so filled with nothing? so odd eh. it's like sth is nagging at me. like how i dont feel fulfilled. and i dont understand why. in 5 week's time im gonna have to master everything. in 5 week's time im gonna have to establish everything. in 5 week's time. and im nowhere near where i wanna be. god if u favour me would u please show me a sign. at least i know i shld continue on, whether or not the results will show. but right now im a little lost, slightly disappointed and somewhat confused. lost abt where to go. disappointed abt the current situation. confused whether my actions are mere manifestation of how i feel inside. whatever the case life goes on la. so i think i shld bathe now.